'give me reasons'.

i want to know why it all happened, why i let it. i want to know where the people i loved have gone, why everything is different. i want to know why i can't forget many unwanted memories, why i still replay them over and over again to myself. i want to know what i did wrong, if i was ever missing something. i want to know why this is happening, when it'll ever stop.

give me reasons. i want them, i need them.

Makes Me Wonder by Maroon 5:

I wake up with blood-shot eyes

Struggled to memorize

The way it felt between your thighs

Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad

Not worth the aftermath, after that

After that

Try to get you back

I still don’t have the reason

And you don’t have the time

And it really makes me wonder

If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in

Cause I don’t believe in you anymore

Anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference to try

(Yeah)

So this is goodbye

Goddamn my spinning head

Decisions that made my bed

Now I must lay in it

And deal with things I left unsaid

I want to dive into you

Forget what you’re going through

I get behind, make your move

Forget about the truth

I still don’t have the reason

And you don’t have the time

And it really makes me wonder

If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in

Cause I don’t believe in you anymore

Anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference,

It even makes a difference to try

And you talk about how you're feeling

But I don’t believe it’s true anymore

Anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry

(Oh no)

So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before

One day a week

And it won’t hurt anymore

You caught me in a lie

I have no alibi

The words you say don't have a meaning

Cause

I still don’t have the reason

And you don’t have the time

And it really makes me wonder

If I ever gave a fuck about you

And I...and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in

Cause I don’t believe in you anymore

Anymore

I wonder if it even makes a difference,

It even makes a difference to try

And you talk about how you're feeling

But I don’t believe it’s true anymore

AnymoreI wonder if it even makes a difference to cry

(Oh no)

So this is goodbye

So this is goodbye, yeah (x 3)

(Oh no)