'what did i do wrong?'

well done, everyone, for speechday.


i'm pale and yellow, it's really disgusting. my stomach's churning non-stop. if ever both bathrooms are occupied, like now, i get all anxious. diarrhoea isn't fun, in fact, it kinda sucks. and my stomach hurts, real bad.


sat on the same bench in the same whether, in the same clothes. of course, though, this time, i was alone and i didn't have company. i didn't have a shoulder to lean on and i didn't have someone to put a smile on my face. i can't deny that i miss it. but it ain't all that bad... really.


how long have i to wait?