'don't worry, Jessica, you have my shoulder' she said.

had band today. sectionals actually. secones finally came into band. ha. quiet batch. but they always start out that way don't they? one junior to my section. female. haven't got to talk to her yet. Dawn and Prav say we look very much alike from the back. oh well...

i need to work on my playing. horrible lah.

have so much more. but i feel like shit. damn tired. i can't walk properly anymore. can't think. i need a break. i need one bloody break, won't i just be spared, for once. FOR one f*cking once!

How ya feelin?
When the day has had its way with both of us
And oh! I've gone out of my way but im not free
From this pain im reelin
I was a fool to think someday you would come around
But no no no, I'm not thinkin that way
Cause now i see

You are not what you seem
You are a mystery to me
Sometimes I just want to scream
I think you should just go away cause
There's no necessity for you to stay
next time you come around my way
forget it baby you're not comin in

hows your day been, yeah
cause mine has taken straight and ugly turns
but no no no, i feel better today
cause im off my knees

you are not what you seem
you are a mystery to me
sometimes I just want to scream
I think you should just go away cause
theres no necessity for you to stay
next time you come around my way
forget it baby you're not comin in

a hot minute for a life of sorrow
no you cant come back tomorrow
shut my windows lock my doors
cause my heart wont be your rag doll anymore
yeah

I think you should just go away cause
theres no necessity for you to stay
next time you come around my way
forget it baby you're not comin in
a hot minute for a life of sorrow
no you cant come back tomorrow
shut my windows lock my doors
cause my heart wont be your rag doll anymore!

oh, yeah!
yeah!
(etc.)

cause my heart wont be your rag doll anymore!

almost all i have to say is here.