'i wait for you to kill me'.

yay! (: just came back from band. haha. had absolute fun playing Jubiloso! =D very tiring though but worth it all... honestly. we played Sunrise and Irish Rhapsody and Ride, but the conductor score was missing a 4th page so we only played like a third of the first page. and we moved on to Theresa Teng songs (: Good Bye My Love. haha. Pinru very lame! she claims that ai4 ren2 -chinese for lover- sounds like aaron --" ha. she win lah!

i think i need to work on my tonguing lah. i sound horrible. and i still have thise horrible dreaded tendency to like use air instead of my tongue. not very good actually. no, horrible. kinda like an absolute disaster =X if i'm not careful, i could cause the band a lot of lost during the syf. wouldn't like that really... blah.

ahh. piled with a whole huge ton of homework. i hope i remember to do them and i hope i finish them well or that i didn't miss anything out... i plan to be a good girl this year really (: i already am of course. but a better girl then =D i want to be -as joshua loves to say about himself- a girl with a visible halo above her head (: i can almost see it imerging already as i look into the mirror =D

oh talking about joshua. it's so sad how he's in army... and i like have no one to really POUR my heart out to anymore! or like be made fun of in such a way i end up laughing hysterically, with and at myself. haha. recently, i had tendencies of picking up the phone to make a call and i realise: there's not really anyone i can TALK to anymore. sadly. oh well (: i'm still alive. very alive actually... hehe xP

oh yes, Geraldine and i were crapping after band. talked about something that almost made me lose my jaw to the ground... thank god it didn't seem the way i thought it was to be. my world would have crumbled. i swear.

okay. dad screaming. i shall go eat dinner now =X bye!