'only now'.

haha. my family came back from the movies and brought Muthu's Curry back for dinner. fish head curry (: haha. it tastes different from the last time i ate it. it taste like less spices added and more watery and all. i don't like =X i prefer it last time. oh well =D ain't that bad though...

oh! and i'm growing fat! i lost 1.5kg already from two days ago. but still fat! the ponch is still in existence xD haha. my gross tummy. i hate it -poke poke- hehe =X even Geraldine agreed i'm growing fat! and joshua, and yan tze and... oh and jinjun. ahhh.

hehe. what'd you say if you saw how fat i've grown into? =P i should lose weight soon. i know it. i hear the voices in my head telling me too! haha. anyway, just a few minutes ago, i had an urge to call him -hey! i was bored. spare me.- i did. and i obviously disturbed him : i feel so so so sorry. SORRY! =X i didn't know you were busy. hehe. i feel awful but i guess there's nothing i can do. sorry again anyway (:

Missing You by Backstreet Boys:

Chorus
Oh baby Im missing you
We used the love so strong
Tell me where do we go
Oh baby Im missing you
They said I'd to forget but it sure ain't happen yet

Been checkin' all the places that we used to go
Been lookin' for your face inside the crowd
I've been talkin' to the people what we used to know
Nobody wants to say where you're right now

And when I call your phone
Seems like you're never ever home
And you dont return my calls
It tears me apart
This is breakin' up my heart

Chorus

I still have your pictures hung around my home
That's the only thing that is left of you with me
Girl what can I do to make you come back soon
And make it just the way it used to be

Oh, this is someone new
Can never go on without you
Girl I don't want to think about it
I can't sleep at night I know that can't be right
Come back into my life
(Come back baby come back)

Chorus

I know there's a chance for you and I
And I believe there's no way our love could die
So no matter how long it takes I'll wait for you
And what ever it takes I'll be there for you
I'll be there, I'll be there

Chorus ( 2X )

i think the song is so nice! but on the other hand, i think the guy is slightly obsessed. haha. the way he hangs photos of her around his house. URGH.... EEE! the more i think about it. the more it seems to me like he is a POTENTIAL STALKER! =D haha.