'Shouldn't we all start to appreciate its beauty?'

Yay, I'm done loading and watching this french animation which I felt was rather superb. The story was rather cute and nice too. I enjoyed it a lot. Here's the link anyway:

http://sylpaco.free.fr/hugh/film_stage6_subtitle.html

'501th post'.

Didn't go LAN-ing in the end, I did't have much money to spare anyway. But I did join them for prata. Well, teh tarik to be exact. They ate prata.

Oh yes, and I gave Soma his christmas present. I hope you like it.


Don't, just... don't.

'I miss you so, it seems like it's been forever that you've been gone'.

I'm wondering if I should go LAN-ing with the guys later, whatever time they're going. I'm having tuition at 9:30 so I'll probably be worn out by then, haha, considering the little sleep I got.

But it's really tempting.

'Santa, are you listening?'

Christmas is here, but yet, I haven't gotten anything quite like what I want... Oh well, I'll be grateful for everything anyway. No reason to not be.


I Am Legend was interesting.

'Merry Christmas, world'.

Presents, I received quite a few. Let's see... I received a nose clip from my sister! Haha, it's a joke between us because of my flat-nose. Apparently, it costs quite a bit. And I received Nike sports shoes from my parents. I wonder if I should change the size. Hm, and a 20 bucks Borders voucher from my brother and Wei Qin!

Oh, yay. :D


Don't come back to me again, I will not care to entertain you in any way, at all.

'I have many questions for you'.

Well, I've never had someone put me through this much hell, and hurt. I can assure you on that... If I am really the biggest mistake in your life, I'd beg for you to tell me. Maybe that way, I'll stop hoping you'd love me just the way you do to everyone else.

My eyes hurt, and so does my heart. Cheesy enough. I don't know about you, but I've almost had enough.

Merry Christmas to you too.

'Oh, feel the tension!'

Christmas shopping, half-done. Handmade stuff are yet to be... I should mail soon. Tomorrow perhaps.


No, how can I?

'You'd know what to do'.

Finally back from Sentosa! Gosh, it was such a bore. Only today did I get to enjoy a little though. It started with waking up at 7am to take a jog to Palawan Beach and back. Followed by really good breakfast, where the staff mistake me for a guy (the only downside). And then followed by a good nap before checking out.

I got to sit on the Luge after checking out though. It's the go-cart thing that goes down the hill really fast. And then the skyride... It's the cable-seat thingy that you use to go to the top of the mountain when skiing? Haha.


You'd know what to do, if you were around. That's one reason why I'm missing you so much.

'It was inspiration'.

I was lying on my bed last night, about to sleep when I juust really felt like I should draw. So, I rushed out of my room and grabbed a jotter book. However, I couldn't find pencils. So I grabbed my coloured ones, and started to sketch. I like this piece [among all the rest]:

'My savior'.

I went out yesterday, for breakfast, with Chong Hui! Haha. He is so funny but so gay. Oh well, I had fun eating prata and laughing with him. Only, I didn't like the fact that I was the only one eating. He didn't want to eat, so he ordered for me and sat next to me, staring at me as I ate. It was scary, like an interview. The type that makes you really nervous...

Oh yes, so I went out and got some more material for my Christmas presents. With Yantze and Yantin. Haha, and for the first time in quite a long while - I got lost. I took the wrong bus, while trying to get to their house. Oh well. It happens, doesn't it?

Oh, and I bumped into Charissa at Bugis street...


Shrink! Haha, I don't know how and I don't know why but something about the few messages you sent me made me finally wake up, and realise some things I should have seen ages ago. Well, it's not easy to explain, especially not here. But I thank you, anyway!

'I'm a scorpio at heart!'

I only have a few days left to complete the presents. What the hell am I doing blogging?

'Again!'

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
5. Pleo.
4. Love, in any form - friends or more.
3. A good split personality who works as a conscience and more.
2. My Daddy to start taking care of himself by exercising and watching his intake of food.
1. Karakiri!

THE PERSON[s] WHO TAG-GED YOU IS
Lydia.

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM / HER / THEM
1. Squishy! Definitely.
2. Has this strange hatred towards me.
3. Shares Geraldine's trademark personality trait.
4. Eats too much for her own good.
5. Really squishy?

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE / SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
Eh... I'll tell you when she ever does one. :D

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE / SHE HAS EVER SAID TO YOU
"Shut up okay!"

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
Exercise with her - she needs it. And I will also make sure to not whine too much because she constantly plots murders against me when I do do so.

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
She's too squishy and too much like Geraldine. Haha.

'I'm falling head over heels for you'.

Band outing today was quite fun. Haha, well, we didn't do much because it rained but I had fun because I loved everyone that was with me! Haha. I know the welfare mamas were rather down when it rained but well, I still want to thank you guys for all the effort you all took in planning the whole day's events! :D I rather enjoyed it.


I like the song My Beautiful Rescue by This Providence. It's nice. I guess I shall upload it without the lyrics.



Oh, the second verse sounds like 'my balls have shattered, my private's shattered'. It's rather amusing! Haha.


Oh, Yantze finally gave me my birthday present on thursday! It was this treasure chest thing that she painted and did by hand. And inside was a set of 'playing cards'. The cards had different 'uses'. There were 'Aid' cards, 'Bad Habits' cards, 'Trump' cards and 'Treasure' cards. Haha. I'll post a picture of a few that I had a good laugh over. :D



One of my 'Treasure' cards... (See, Joshua? You've been gone since January 13th, this year, and still we talk about you. Ha! Shows you how dearly missed you are, okay! :D)



And one of my 'Trump' cards.

'Just feels so good'.

I realised I haven't been uploading songs.



Rescue Me by Rachel Robinson, OST of My Super Ex-girlfriend:

Everytime I close my eyes I'm dreaming super natural
I don't know where i've been all year
All the way to romeo and back again and here we go
When I just wanted you to stay

She was born to love him yeah
But she's still waiting for him up on that ledge above him

Baby, Rescue me
From my dreams
And from my secret identity just
Wake me from my sleep
Would you please
Just fall out of the sky and rescue me

All I want is to be with you why is that impossible
I only see you disappear
I know you've got a lot to do the whole wide world just waits for you
And baby i'll be waiting too

He was born to love her yeah
It's right there to discover
Flying so high above her

Baby, Rescue me
From my dreams
And from my secret identity just
Wake me from my sleep
Would you please Just fall out of the sky and rescue me
And earth will be our home
And sky our starry dome

And the only super power here that makes us strong and kills the fear
Only super power here is love
And the only super power here is love

Baby, Rescue me
From my dreams
And from my secret identity just
Wake me from my sleep
Would you please
Just fall out of the sky and rescue me

Rescue me . . .


One more! Haha. Misery Business by Paramore:



I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass it's tickin' like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months, she finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks and we'd caught on fire
She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed up, now look this way!

There's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want and what they like, it's "easy if you do it right"

Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa... I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good...

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now...

Whoa, I never meant brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa... it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

'It's already Saturday'.

Hm, I need to start searching for the material for Christmas presents soon.


It's late. Very late.

'It's on the other page'.

Where are you, when I need you now?

How much do your words mean, because I want them to be genuine. For once. I want you to be here, to tell me that it'll be alright... To tell me that...


Perhaps it does make the heart grow fonder.

'Ahhhhh!'.

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
5. Pleo.
4. Love, in any form - friends or more.
3. A good split personality who works as a conscience and more.
2. My Daddy to start taking care of himself by exercising and watching his intake of food.
1. Karakiri!

THE PERSON[s] WHO TAG-GED YOU IS
Carmina! (She put me on the top of her list!)

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM / HER / THEM
1. Image conscious. *cough cough*.
2. Understanding.
3. WEIRD. [No doubt about that :D].
4. A really jealous person.
5. One of the best friends a person could ever have.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE / SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU
Listening to all the crap I [often] whine about, never hesistating to lend me a shoulder to cry on. (Urgh, how cheesy... It was the only way I could put it. Ew.)

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE / SHE HAS EVER SAID TO YOU
"Have I ever told you that I love you?... You're pretty."

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
Have to start learning to walk like her (that is, like a man).

IF HE / SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
Because I disapproved of her choice of... Erm. Friends.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:
1. Carmina (haha.)
2. Erica
3. Steph
4. Pao
5. Naomi
6. Somaskandan Vasuthevan
7. Sarah
8. Geri
9. Lydia
10. Florence

WHO IS NO. 7 (Sarah) HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
According to her - Izyan.

WHO IS NO. 9 (Lydia) HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
Haha. I know this one, I found out through her cheesy mushy nicknames! Well, I don't know his name but he is The person who 'doesn't deserve her love'. ;D

IF NO.9 (Lydia) AND NO.1 (Carmina) ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
Perhaps, perhaps not.

WHAT ABOUT NO. 1 (Carmina) AND NO. 5 (Naomi)?
Ha, that's be... strange.

WHAT IS NO. 3 (Steph) STUDYING?
'The art of being a twert. And Physics.'

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO. 6 (Somaskandan Vasuthevan)?
A long lonnnnggg time ago.

DOES NO. 4 (Pao)WORK?
'Nah, she's rich enough.'

DOES NO. 8 (Geri) HAVE ANY COUSINS IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
No, I don't think so. Haha... pretty pretty.

WILL YOU WOO NO. 8 (Geri)?
Ha, no. We'd quarrel every single day.

HOW ABOUT NO. 5 (Naomi)?
I'd have to lose my sanity first. (Carmina, I totally agree.)

DOES NO. 2 (Erica) HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
Yeah.

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.3 (Steph) AND NO.4 (Pao)?
Steph, well, she sat behind me in the hall on the third day of school. Pao, haha, she sent out this rays of bitchyness. It could be felt from a mile away.

WHERE DOES NO.1 (Carmina) LIVE?
I know this, I know this! SENGKANG!

HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2 (Erica)?
She was friend with this strange girl, who sat in front of her. So, as I tried to be friendly towards the strange girl, I was introduced to another.

IS NO.5 (Naomi) THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
Yes, everyone is. In each of our own ways. :D

'Oh'.

Haha. I'm tired and my hip hurts from bending and cutting Daddy's nails. Haha. He's growing too fat, and his belly was getting in the way, so he couldn't bend down. He claims his long toe nails are tearing his socks... Haha.


I'm sorry, and I don't think you'll read this or even if you do, I'd doubt you'd know it's for you... Well, I just wanted to apologise, anyway, for anything I've done to offend you in any way. You see, I've tried explaining myself although you might not have read it but I'm more scared of being hurt by you and your insensitive ways again... Haha.

Well, whatever it is, I do miss you...


I'll try this.

'A passion so bright that I was blind'.

Haha. I love Hoe Gaarden's Grand Cru beer. Ha, but it's rather strong though... I'm finding it almost hard to walk straight. Haha. It's quite good really.


I got so tired of doing the Christmas gifts, I decided to take a break and make myself one. :D

'My eyes hurt'.

I just realised that I spent too many days not doing the Christmas presents. And Christmas is nearing-- Oh no. I'm only through with 1 and a half presents. So, I decided to cut down on the number of presents I'll be giving. 21 and a half to go [that's if I have enough money to come up with all the material]. Ahhh---

Christmas has never been so stressful. Haha.


Dreadful chinese tuition at 8. Even more dreadful math tuition tomorrow... I have finally bought my books. I also just realised that school is starting so soon. Gosh, this is bad...

'Head's aching'.

I felt like it was something I should have said.

I'm sorry.

Me too.

Technically, you never apologised. I've just come to realise. Haha. Okay, how bout trying that one more time.

But... I don't want you to... I...

Are you alright?

No... You...

You need your sleep. Go, go to sleep.

Haha. I can't recall really well but I don't see no apology! Hahaha. This is getting genuinely amusing.

'Pleo!'

Found this cute product. It's a andriod, a toy dinosaur that can move on its own. Unlike the other interactive toys, Pleo can learn tricks and respond to your habits. It is not remote-controlled. I'm hopelessly in love with this incredible, adorable invention!



Photos taken off Notcot:



Instruction kit.



Packaging.



Adorable creature, sleeping.

Oh, here's another link to a video of Pleo. However, it's a video of the outcome of torturing Pleo. Interesting, but heartbreaking - http://dvice.com/archives/2007/12/pleo_post.php

'December'.

It's late, I know that but it's december, so I'll stay up to enjoy every second of it. Every second of what's left of the school holidays, and every second of what's left to enjoy. Treasuring every moment, just the way I failed to do last year.


Darling, I'll be behind you no matter what, but do take care because I love you so,and I can't, really, bear to see you get hurt. Do remember, still, that I'll always be here. Haha. And to make it more cheesy - rain or shine. Haha. Babe, I love you so do me a great favour and take care.

'Famous Amos'.

They're pricey, and not found everywhere, making it hard to get. But, gosh, once you put them in your mouth, they melt away. The texture, the color, the content, the taste is just perfect. They're so nice to eat, every once in a while. I could finish a bag or two. They're so sweet, so satisfying to taste.

Well, I just finished three pieces. Hell, did I enjoy them. I used to eat them really often, when I was a little kid. They get a little too sweet and a little too rich after a while. Too overwhelming in flavour, I'd say. So, I try not to eat it too much now, lest I get tired of them again.

Famous Amos, they're amazing. I just wonder how long before I get tired of it's taste.

Ahh. How strange.

Oh yes, Daddy's back! :D And I reckon that he's feeling quite well. Although he'll be staying home for dinner tonight while we all eat out... But oh well, he's back! All that matters.

'A lot of people'.

Daddy's in hospital, due to his left inner-ear being infected. It caused him to lose balance, leading to groggyness and constant vomitting. He was admitted yesterday but seemed to have been feeling a lot better today. He was at least able to walk and he wasn't as grumpy. I do miss him at home...


364 and a half days ago, and I'd be at Escape Themepark, which would bore me to death. After a few hours of boredom, I would leave to go to White Sands, leaving my juniors wondering why my sudden departure. And for the rest of the day, I would enjoy myself so much till at a point of time, I'd attempt to slap myself awake. It must be a dream.

'Oh, right'.

I watched Shop Girl on Star Movies just now. It was nice and really sweet. I suggest you all the watch it because it's quite worth the time.


Praveena sent me the link to this video, which is amusing and almost scary. Watch it:

LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE LOL
Uploaded by s0ldierx

'365 days ago'.

Sitting on a random spot along a long stretch of beach, feeling utmost warmth. Not much of warmth externally, but more internally than ever before. It's a feeling so comforting and so wonderful, I can explode. I never thought my prayers would be answer, but this is absolute heaven, what good I must have done.

Now, I pray I would wake from this dream which would, soon, turn bad. No, I don't have much will to wake from this, perhaps I should just stay. It's killing me, the wonder of all this. It's so overwhelming, so intense, I'm suffocating. Yet, still, I'm not running but only sitting here and enjoying it. You see, I find no reason to.

You, my love, are all I've ever wanted. So many questions, so many things yet unanswered, but won't words just get in our way. So, silent I shall remain as I absorb every bit of you which is by me now. I'll breathe the breeze, and feel the sand and allow this moment to me etched in my memory as long as forever.

You, my love, are all I need now. Stay with me.

'Perhaps, perhaps not'.

I'm half done with one christmas present. About 30 and half more to go. I am going to work so impossibly fast in the next few days. Haha. Time's flying and christmas is so near... Oh no.


I was playing Gunbound a while ago when I saw a few Singaporean secondary school kids. They were probably older, or at least so they claimed. However, their standard of english was, unfortunately, embarassing. Their grammar was horrid. You know, the typical singlish speaking people.

It got me wondering, what is happening to our english standards? What is wrong with the educational system?


I'm wishing on a burning star that you would come back to me, wherever you are.

I'm praying to the heavens that you would remember me, everyday of your life, whoever you've become.

And I'm begging the gods that you would go back to who you were, soon enough.

'I'd melt'.

I found this ring below, on www.notcot.org. It is the most adorable, sweetest thing you could give as a farewell present. Especially to someone who means the world to you. Gosh, I'd melt if a guy would spend enough to give me that as a gift.