'you turned my whole world upside down'.

i am so dead tired. i feel like collapsing onto the floor... i can't think, i can hardly breathe, my eyes are closing on me. my mind is a total blank. i've never felt so bad in such a long long time. i want to stop these feelings of insecurity and emptiness... sometimes, i wonder what exactly gets to me. times like these.

went out in the noon to meet weishan, sarah, izyan and michelle at the woodlands library. had a meeting about the performance for tomorrow. i think it's very last-minute and that we aren't gonna perform very well... if only we had more time. but this is all we have, so i guess we jsut have to make do with it. oh well...

went to joshua's house, with geraldine who joined us at the library later, to pass him a card. haha. gerladine and i were so silly lah. walked a super long way to his house when there was a whole other route half the distance. joshua made us feel a lot better by telling us we were the first to have done so... when i got there, joshua offered me a can of beer (: i humbly agreed. haha. it was Tiger Bear Classic... tasted better. not as bland.

anyway, after finishing the can, it left a horrible bitter after-taste in my mouth. urghs. and joshua asked if i checked the expiry date. ha... just needed to hear that from him lah.

oh well, made my way to city hall with joshua, geraldine left to join her friends. ha. i finally got to say hi to kai lin! (: haha. didn't stare at her dumbstruck and stammering foolishly -as joshua puts it- as i did the other time. ha. i had to address myself as the girl who walks dogs. i just had to. she didn't know who i was... how disappointing. haha.

went off after, by myself, to buy huiming's present. haha. i bought her this cute lil' thing. rather general an item but not something someone would give to just anyone. hope she likes it. cause i do (:

i'm off to eat dinner and after this i'll have to send I Can't Smile Without You to michelle. urghs. i'm lazy to do the attachment.

I drift, I burn, I fly
When you sing lullabies
I'm helpless, I'm yearning
I'm like the putty in your hands

I laugh, I dream, I cry
When you take me on a roller coaster ride
You see me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you

I had a dream that i was falling from the sky
At 90 miles an hour
I was bound to crash and die
But out of nowhere you came and rescued me
There must be some grace in the touch of your face
I'm so happy that I've found you
I'm no longer afraid

Oh ' cause you
Save me from this place
Heaven knows i'm falling
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting

Before i met you
Life was slow-mo
So slow-mo
I thought i had it figured out
But you came and turned my whole world upside down

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven knows
Heaven knows you've come to

Save me from this place
Heaven knows I'm falling
For you, my sweet embrace
Heaven Knows
Heaven knows I've been waiting for you
Waiting for you