'feeling like a fool, thanks to you. screw you, go drool'.

feeling like a total fool. it happens. has been happening. its just killing me... the way i'm falling, have been falling. the pressure on me kills at times. it doesn't sometimes too, maybe its about getting used. i can't wait to crash into the ground and end this endless fall once and for all. i'm actually praying i will soon, now.


did a whole lot of debate research of everything under the sky. ha. what a use of ink. i figured moe website has a lot of good, nice, juicy, useful stuff.

How Can I Not Love You by Joy Enriquez:

Cannot touch, cannot hold
Cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss
Cannot have each other
Must be strong
And we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

[chorus]
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here In my arms
How does one waltz away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream
Cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel
Must pretend it's over
Must be brave
And we must go on
Must not say what we've known all along

[chorus]
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here In my arms
How does one waltz away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How can I not love you

Must be brave
And we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along

[chorus]
How can I not love you
What do I tell my heart
When do I not want you here In my arms
How does one waltz away from all of the memories
How do I not miss you when you are gone
How do I not love you...
When you are gone

now that you're gone...

how does one walk away? yes. how?