'twice in one week'.

we didn't get through the semi-finals. it was a split decision of a mere one mark. i'm feeling utterly disappointed, yes. and i hate the feeling of losing... i've had enough this week. i've had enough of working together with a whole group of people, working so hard, and not getting what we know we deserve.

it was so close... everything's always so close. it's agitating to think i've missed out on so much by so little.


a smile i couldn't wipe off my face for nuts. if i were to say i didn't feel a shit, i'd be a plain lie because it made my day.