'i am sorry'.

band prac was tiring. and i miss my eupho so much. i feel like i'm being unfaithful and betraying. oh well, i haven't much of a choice. i apologise, my love.


i am sorry if i hurt you. i am sorry if the words were too hurting and if it cut through you. i am, awfully sorry, and would pretend nothing happened if i could. if there was anything you sounded, it was angry. and nothing more... and i realised this only after reading it all over again. i don't know what it's about, but i'm hoping really bad that i didn't add to it. i think i'll be wasting my time if i went on hoping now.

once again, even though i was hurt and i was angry and furious and so so so pissed and disappointed, i still am sorry for all that i shouldn't have caused you in the first place. if there was something i could do, it would to be able to rewind time and make sure nothing of this happened.

i am sorry.