Tuesday, November 06, 2007

'what an enlightening holiday'.

it's been strange, the last few days. my impressions of different people have been changing constantly. and it's taking me some time to look at everyone in a different light. to really realise who they really are.

someone i used to love so much and treasure, for one, has seemed to evolved into an arrogant, snobish, sickening bastard. already, he was never close to mr perfect. now, he's just a ton worse. and it's a terrible disappointment because i thought he could have grown to be a really nice gentlemen if he had tried enough.

the stories i've heard about him have been so disappointing that i'm am actually extremely disgusted by who is really is. and, even though i don't have much of a choice still, i just wish that i could cut off all association with him. i wish i had not know him from the start and wouldn't have to, in the future. i'm awfully let down, and horrendously disgusted.

and, now, i'm starting to wonder, why didn't my friends stop me from even getting to know him? why couldn't they have violently objected? or more violently objected? i feel so disgusted at the fact that i even know him. may i forget this unfortunate incident, and may the heavens forgive my sin.


also, i've seen another side to someone else. i've to admit that i am not utterly disgusted, but still, a little disappointed. but this, i will find more easy to accept, for he still have time to mature into a great person. till then.

oh well, to you - like i've said, we'll always be here, hopefully. i have no idea if we'll still keep in contact in the near future but, well, you're a fun person and all and hopelessly nice. you'll find great friends, and i wish you all the best. and, all that i've promised, i keep. i will be here when you need. you have my word.


oh, i've been longing to post on my absolutely wonderful saturday. so here goes.

it was a wonderful bring and bloody sunny day. i woke up rather early and showered and got ready to leave the house. but just before i did, i turned on the computer and went onto anderson portal to check out our sec3 combinations, only to realise that i had been given drama as a humanities subject. of course, it was an error. so, i calmed myself down and allowed my mum to generously give me a lift to schoool. it was a cca day, for me.

so, when i got to school, my section had heart-warmingly prepared presents and a cupcake to celebrate my birthday. for this, i was genuinely touched and still am thankful and grateful for. however, not long after i marvelled at the beauty of my bitrhday gift, i left it behind at the coffee shop and walked off. me being me, i didn't realise it until 5 hours later, when seow hui kindly proceeded opposite to ask the owner's of the shop if they found it, for me, to no avail.

already in a horrid mood, after cca, like every other day, i proceeded to the tap area to wash my mouthpiece clean. however, as you can tell, luck was totally on my side on that very fortunate day. this resulted in me dropping my mouthpiece which is rather slippery when wet, onto the sink area. no, it was still in perfect condition when it touched the concrete grounds, as i watched it roll onto the closed drain. nothing broke. so, just as i sighed in relief, the cover of the drain flipped open and my mouthpiece fell into the bottomless hole in the ground.

and when i ran out off the bandroom to inform alvin of this wonderful incident, he smiled at me, telling me that the day was a 'particularly fine day' for me as he was implementing the fine system. i would have to pay for whatever i lost, however, alvin is still coming up with a price.

feeling really down, i went to the basketball court with seow hui, benjamin, alvin and sikai to play basketball. obviously, i was already not quite in the mood to, but i just tagged along, anyhow. so as i stood around the court, watching the guys' egos deflate gradually, everytime the ball missed, little primary school kids were playing football in the same court we were in. of course, they didn't yet realise that it was a basketball court and that them kicking the bloody soccer ball around, recklessly, was endangering us, until the bloody ball came flying at my head at an extremely high speed.

the force of the ball caused my left ear to go numb and my head to throb horribly. but, of course, they were only kids, i had to spare them, didn't i?

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