'400th post'.

call it realization - i've just figured out how wrong i've been. how wrong my accusations have been. how absurd i've been in my judgement.

i've just watched someone go through the difficulty of making the same decision you probably had to go through too. and i guess, the exact same thoughts that went through his head went through your's. and seeing how much agony he went through just to sort his messed up feeling, i feel so sorry for all the times that i've blame you.

i guess sikai couldn't be ever more right when he said that every party involved in a situation is definitely affected by a decision, in one way or another.

i don't know how to put this but... it's almost like i've finally gotten a look at the other side. the grass ain't any more green. if anything, it's the same color. when there's a drought, both sides of grass turn brown and wither and die. there's no way that something will only affect one side and not the other.

call it slow, but it's better late than never.


am i right, now?