'this can't be right... it simply isn't'.

we all got back our papers today, and i'll say that i didn't do too well. and well, a little disappointed, but i can't do anything anymore. so i'll just concentrate on choosing the right stream for next year.


yesterday when i went jogging, i brought my mp3 along. after jogging through shunfu estate and making around through sin ming terraces, i turned back, terribly exhausted. so after a while, i begin to slow down into a brisk walk... only then did i hear a song play on my mp3. something about it sparked something off in me.

i begin to sprint. i must have been running really fast, because, well, people were giving me weird stares. either that or it might have been because of the smile on my face. well, the song was beautiful. and it made me feel happy. really happy.

it made me feel so light, again. like i could almost fly, the way i had felt before. the happiness one only enjoys for only this few times in their entire life. that bit of freedom and pure joy that not many might understand. that feeling that sends a wonderful sensation throughout your body, your soul. as if, your every nerve is dancing in joy.

when the song reminded me of all that, a part of me just wanted to run, so fast, hoping that if i did run fast enough, perhaps it'll all come back to me for good. perhaps, i'll get to be granted a chance to live those feelings of pure bliss over, again.

of course, i stopped, after a while... but still, something about the song made me thankful. for everything i've been given. and though it's not still with me, i guess the memories would do enough.


here's it for you. wonderful song. enjoy.



Just For You by William Tell:

I can't seem to catch my breath
It's in front of me, behind your lips

Here I go, letting go
Just to never let you go
I never thought I could be like this

I wanna spend every moment here with you
You showed me a place I've seen but never knew
So here I am, here I am, here I am, here I am
Just for you

Just for you

In dark moving hands to find my way (way, way, way)
Reaching for a chance
And the words to say

And here I go, letting go
Just to never let you go
I'm so scared to feel so safe

I wanna spend every moment here with you
You showed me a place I've seen but never knew
So here I am, here I am, here I am, here I am
Just for you

I've been so quiet for so long
Waiting for the chance to find me
And now I'm finding out
And things have never been so real
And never felt the way they should be
And now they found me

I wanna spend every moment here with you
You've showed me a place I've seen but never knew

I wanna spend every moment here with you
You've showed me a place I've seen but never knew
So here I am, here I am, here I am, here I am
Just for you

Just for you