'that explains everything now'.

i feel so sick. woke up with a heavy head, could barely get up so i fell back right into deep sleep. when i woke up, my head stil hurt but i got up to have breakfast anyway. and now, i feel awfully nauseous and wanting to puke. i think i caught a flu.


right. so that's why? because you've been too busy. right right, i see that now. and i guess that would also explain all the weird disgusting things i've been witnessing. and the nicknames and the sick sick describtions. i don't see what you see in her. and i doubt i ever will.