'boy, things change fast eh?'

oh gosh am i tired. ha. had one hell of a bad day... oh well. band was torturous, to start off with. oh god. it almost killed me. sigh. and then debate... we lost. but i have to say that our speakers were G-O-O-D! it was an unfair judgement really... and i'm not being sore here. i mean it.

i'm in a daze now. like how i felt in thailand or when we departed from school to thailand on 29th november 2006. haha. i'm all... dreamy. horribly dreamy. well, don't blame me, nothing has gone the way i wanted things to the WHOLE damned day. and i feel broken. i'm trying to register this pain... hehs.

amazes me how people, things, situations change. maybe even feelings... and i'm not one who adapts very quickly to changes around me. and i'm breaking. i don't like this... i don't like ANY of these. and that's when i just wish i could fly fly fly back to the past. now.