'i'm done'.

i finally finally finally finished my debate script! YESSS! hehs. i hope i don't screwup hopelessly tomorrow, again. or it'll be a simple waste of my time and all... boo. and i didn't bring back my english comprehension book to do the work. ms lee is gonna kill me kill me kill me... as always (x

ehh. it's like damn late. i feel very, unresultful? shit. what was that word... argh. sorry. i'm just rather stone after planning the debate script eh. hehs.

i'm growing utterly disgustingly fat. i can't wear a tube top without LOOKING fat. sob sob )x i must stop stop stop binging. oh god do i hate the way i open packets and packets of food and just stuff them into my mouth when i feel down and all... haha. like what i did in Thailand and Joshua -i doubt it was only him but he was the only one who expressed his thoughts outrightly- was totally disgusted with the amount of gummies/snacks i bought. haha did i tell you that i spent around... 700 bahts++ on food. whatever the amount, i know it ALMOST came up to 1000. it was scary lah...

yeah. fatness. eeew.

off to stone (x bye!