'everything'.

i was suppose to post last night but i didn't because i got back home at 7++ and i fell dead asleep all the way to about 10 this morning. then i bathed, ate breakfast and Weiqin came for tuition. and despite all the hours i slept for i still feel utterly tired...

i like the sleep i had last night. no unwanted people, no unwanted memories, no unwanted hurt.

anyway, band was fun yesterday! (x i alwasy like it when Mr Yea takes us for prac. oh well =D and Mr Lim FINALLY got my name, no idea when or how. he just did... he pronounces it like Mr Yea does though. all chinese-sy. ahh. i need to work on my articulation and stamina.

oh yes, i was rather happy after band yesterday. ha. Rae and Gerrad, i think, almost couldn't stand me... i'm sorry Rae. i wanted to join you... but. sigh. the idiotic me always gets the better of my senses. i'm sorry girl xP i promise i won't be so idiotic. really.

oh yes. so i accompanied Gerrad to bishan. met Seow Hui at the mrt. we took bus 54 together... Seow Hui was saying that i was rather hyper. i told her that there are two ways to convert the burning energy in me: happiness/hyperness or pure sorrow. so i could have been crying profusely and bawling bu of course i decided not to. i could have really... i just thought it'd be rather stupid.

haha. right. i ain't making all that much sense now eh? (x

sigh. i'm feeling sick from everything. all these thoughts and feelings whirling in my mind... geez. their driving me to total insanity. if i can go further than i already have that is...