'true'.

went out the whole day. later in the afternoon went to vivo. again. looked around. i didn't get anything... was planning to get a dress and all but. nah. anyway, everytime i actually go to that place... i don't like the feeling i get. i don't know. i just feel strangely, sad. i don't like the burger king there... i don't like how we have to drive through town a lot just to get there. we have to go pass suntec, fullerton... i simply don't like memories.

i'm feeling empty. and i've got enough of beating my brains, just trying to find words to express these horrid mix of feelings in me. so i decided. nah. i'll let lyrics do the job. read if you care to.

True by Ryan Canberra:

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

i'd see a closer relation if i was living in the past. or more like, if i could go back and live in the past. that'd be nice.

Crawling Back To You by Backstreet Boys:

Everybody Knows
That I was such a fool
To ever let go of you
And baby I was wrong
And yeah I know I said
We'd be better off alone
It was time that we moved on
I know I broke your heart
I didn't mean to break your heart

[Chorus]
But baby here I am
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawlin' back to you
Beggin' for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was runnin' from the truth
And now I'm crawlin' back to you

I know you're in there
And you can make me wait
But I'm not gonna wait
It's the least that I could do
Just to tell you face to face
I was lyin' to myself
Now I'm dyin' in this hell
Girl I know you're mad
Well I can't blame you for bein' mad

[Chorus]
But baby here I am
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised
And I'm crawlin' back to you
Beggin' for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was runnin' from the truth
And now I'm crawlin' back to you

If you could see these tears I'm cryin'
Touch these hands that can't stop shakin'
Hear my heart that's barely beatin'
You would see a different man


But baby here I am
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
My hands and knees are bruised

And I'm crawlin' back to you
Beggin' for a second chance
Are you gonna let me in?
I was runnin' from the truth
Now I'm crawlin' back to you
Bangin' on your front door
My pride spilled on the floor
I was runnin' from the truth
Now I'm crawlin' back to you

Oh yeah
Crawlin' back to you
Crawlin' back to you
Crawlin' back to you

oh yeah. sadly, i'm still dateless on valentine's day. well, weiqin insist on me having tuition. still. i don't care, i'm gonna find a way out of it. even if it meant i would be still staying at home. tuition is the last thing i need on valentine's day... i still wish i could kid myself into thinking i'd want anyone on that day. if i did say so, if was and will be, still, a lie.

the last thing i'd ever doubt is this.