'i don't wanna pretend no more'.

do i have to pretend your words don't mean anything? do i have to keep pretending that i'm not hurt by all the tiny little things that you do? do i have to keep pretending like nothing matters? do i have to smile at everything you do and pretend it's all fine, that i don't care how much it really hurts? do i have to keep pretending that i don't feel the way i do? do i have to keep pretending that i'm the happiest person about everything?

because i don't want to pretend anymore. i'm really tired of doing so. i'm tired of pretending that your words or your actions don't hurt, because they do. they really really do... so much that i don't know what to do.

why won't you just tell me to go away, in the face? maybe that way, i'll get over it, faster and easier. i won't have to keep guessing and keep pretending that i don't know how annoying you find me. i won't have to pretend that i don't notice the meanings behind your words.

maybe i'm just overreacting, maybe i really am. or maybe not.


Hanging on your every word,
There's so much that you don't know.
Sometimes you're just so absurd,
But I vow I'll forgive you so.

Everytime you pass me
You steal my breath away.
And I pray that we never meet
So my heart would finally rest.

You mean so much to me,
But I bet you'll never know,
And you'll never see
just how much I love you so.'

Hanging on your ever word,
There's so much that you don't know.
And now you're so absurd,
But I forgive you so.


spare me from all of this. please.

boy, i think that i'm in love with you.

I Think I'm In Love With You by Jessica Simpson:

Everytime you're near baby
I get kinda crazy in my head for you
I don't know what to do
And baby
I get kinda shaky when they mention you
I just lose my cool

My friends tell me
Something has come over me
And I think I know what it is

I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
Got me doing silly things when it comes to you
In love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
Got me telling all my friends what I feel for you

Just the other night baby, I saw you hangin
You were with your crew
I was with mine too
You took me by surprise
When you turned and looked me in the eyes
Oh, you really blew my mind

I don't know what's gotten into me
But, I kinda think I know what it is
I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
Got me doing silly things when it comes to you

I'm in love, boy I think that I'm in love with you
Got me telling all my friends what I feel for you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
Got me been telling all my friends what I feel for you

Something strange has come over me
Got me going out of my mind
Never met a guy like you before
You make me feel special inside
I think I'm in love

Boy I think that I'm in love with you
Got me doing silly things when it comes to you
Boy I think that I'm in love with you
Got me telling all my friends what I feel for