'you would very well know'.

i think the language of chinese is really weird. with all the strange expressions and the weird discribtions. even the plots are strange, but interesting, all the same. yes, i know it's my mother tongue and i should be proud of it. but really, i can't help but despise the strangeness in the language.


just as Carmina describes Simon's smile. your's is no less. if not, even more warming than anyone else's that i can ever imagine.

something about you makes my face light up all the time, and i know it, even though i can't see myself smiling ridiculously, but i know i do. at times that i don't show it, well, i still am really smiling. i guess you just don't see. and i wonder if you know how much you cheer me up with your presence sometimes. it's strange, the effect you have on me, but amazing and so so wonderful.

i don't know why, maybe you can blame the weird personality, but i was thinking and i decided that maybe, just maybe, it'll be better if i kept a distance and i made myself stay away. if i stopped talking to you, and cared a little bit less, would it be better?

well, yes, i thought so too.