'i should have seen all along'.

sji concert was great. it was superb and really heart-warming. but just a little bit too long for my short attention-span to hold out. nevertheless, a great experience.


turning around to look at everything that has happened, i'm beginning to see how horribly ignorant i've been. so many little bits that were there, screaming into my face, i could have noticed them all, but i swept them away. all the little words that were meant to hurt, i just pretended i never heard. all the actions that were meant to drive me miles away, i pretended i never felt them.

i was silly, but thinking of it, i might have never wanted to see them. not even now.