'hold you in my arms'.

i have no idea how to put my words nicely, so they won't hurt. i have no idea how to twist my disgusting feelings into words and pretend that everything is okay. i have no idea how to say that it's gonna be alright, when it's not. i have no idea how to smile and say that i love the world to the person i want most to murder.

so many words i just want to say. without lying of course.

but i do have three words i wanna say to you. and yes, that wouldn't need a hint of lying actually. it'll just come from the bottom of my heart.