'the first cut is the deepest'.

racial harmony day. ha, it was fun! but really, really tiring. all the running and the carrying of this and that and the selling of this and that and the screaming about this and that. and the photos! of course, how'd i forget? aha. Miss Tey went around the canteen, cam-whoring with almost every 2/3ian that she could find. ahaha. gosh, she's one teacher i will miss when she's gone. lessons couldn't be more fun lah.

Nanyang Concert Band was great! i think they all played lovely, spectacular music and it was really interesting. ha. beautiful to hear and very worth the ten bucks. thanks for the invite, cheryl deary! congrats. you did well!


you're the one person who i thought would understand. i trusted you to, and although it didn't really seem to mean much to me then, but the more i think of it the more your words begin to hurt. very badly, actually. you don't know everything about me, yeah. so, maybe that'll be why you could bear to say something so hurting. or perhaps that why you shouldn't have.

i guess i over looked the part about you being a guy. the part where insensitivity makes the perfect explanation for everything.


The First Cut Is The Deepest by Sheryl Crow:

I would've given you all of my heart
But there's someone who's torn it apart
And he's taken just all that I had
But if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein' lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin me, he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
And I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cause if you want I'll try to love again

Baby I'll try to love again but I know
The first cut is the deepest Baby I know
the first cut is the deepest
but when it comes to bein' lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin' me, he's worst

I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that I've cried
But I'm sure gonna give you a try
Cause if you want I'll try to love again
Baby I'll try to love again but I know

The first cut is the deepest
Baby I know the first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein lucky he's cursed
And when it comes to lovin me he's worst
The first cut is the deepest baby I know
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again


how can i forgive you, after all you put me through?


how can someone who makes you feel so complete make you feel so empty at the same time?