'could i just stay, please'.

it was right before me, there. i know it wasn't real, it was a bloody dream for god's sake. but i could wish, i mean it ain't a crime wishing is it? but well, i couldn't go on denying what seemed and probably is reality. it's like a kid clinging on to my arm, begging me for a lollipop... it's just there and i face to face it. i know it.

Yan Tze came over just now (: haha. it was utterly amusing because she took about 2 hours to get here, due to the sad fact that she couldn't tell bishan and toa payoh apart. ha. yeah, long story short, she got lost (x oh well, we went jogging. and i love her being here =D yes, i love her too!

no, i didn't forget mr lim's words. i just feel it doesn't apply at all... or maybe jsut slightly.