'i so need a break'.

my minds tired out. my head hurts, practically full-time. i have to force myself to keep awake every damned day. i'm feeling utterly shagged. gosh, give me a break. please. let me fly away. just let me fly away, far far away, to the moon, if it takes.

i'd kill myself anytime now. really.

someday we'll know why i wasn't mean for you... so they say.