'lost a friend'.

i watched In Her Shoes. again. i love that show. there's this poem that is really really nice, which is used in the movie. it's about lost... it's everything i can relate to. it's about love, not just the family, relationship lost, it's more of a very important friend. it's beautiful.

i lost my title to you, i'm sure it was only a title and nothing else. you didn't spare me, or give me that little bit of face that anyone could spare. you didn't let me keep just half my title. sure could have taken away four letters, i wouldn't have been as hurt, but couldn't you just let me keep the last word, 'friend'?... i guess, i just have to stop falling and accept it once and for all huh? if that's the way you're gonna make things.

i'd expected a lot more from you. definitely... you make me feel like a phaedophile despite the fact of my age being a few years younger.

the debate is tomorrow (: may i wish luck to everyone! =D heh. teachers say i'm too monotone. ha. i'll do my best for the team, i'll really try. my sis taught me a method that i think makes me slightly more engaging - think of my mum screaming at me and respond as i normally would and should. ha (x

yup. jia you everyone! wish us luck =D

Excerpt from Bruned by Ellen Hopkins:

'The Old Pattyn
Might have seen
the events of that week
for what they were.
An Omen.
The gut-wrenching stab
of seperation, with Ethan
away for five days, was
a sign
of things to come.
But the improved Pattyn
couldn't intuit even
a whisper
of impending implosion.
Happiness, you see,
is just an illusion
of Fate,
a heavenly sleight of hand
designed to make you believe
in fairytales. But there's
no happily ever after.
You'll only find happy
endings in books.
Some books.'

ha. wonderful (: off to debate with my immaginary screaming mother and audience. bye =D