'i'm not me'.

something's different. something's gone. it's irritating and it's bugging me because i can't seem to realise what it is. okay, maybe i have, but how can it be?

i'm not this weak. and i'm not going to fall. it's something unimportant, a waste of time and small. it shouldn't matter. it doesn't. how can it? yeah, of course it doesn't matter. it won't ever. i won't.