'never again'.

go on, scream. a perfectly beautiful day spoilt by The One-Of-A-Kind parents that i have. sometimes, i wished they could read my mind, without having to exchange words that very often come out in the wrongest of ways. i wish they could learn to listen more, the way i very much try to. maybe if they did what i do, just maybe, they'd realise i ain't all the way i seem. maybe they'd realise that i don't mean what i seem to.


i blame you. yes, i do. over everything. it's always you, it's all your doing. if not, who else's?

Never Again by Kelly Clarkson:

I hope the ring you gave to her
Turns her finger green
I hope when you're in bed with her
You think of me
I would never wish bad things
But I don't wish you well
Could you tell
By the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
Cause I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try to make it all okay

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
To see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew
Exactly what you would do
And don't say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again

If she really knows the truth
She deserves you
A trophy wife
Oh, how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes
And he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
To see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew
Exactly what you would do
And don't say
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never wil
lNever again

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
To see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew
Exactly what you would do
And don't say
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never will
I never will
I never will
Never again