'i didn't mean it that way'.

the Chung Ching Concert Band was fantastic! it was amazingly good. the taiwanese were jaw-droppingly good. really. i'm happy i watched them, they made me happy. well, kinda.


i have a list. it's short. there's are a few letters on it, and a few words. okay, 34 letters and 8 words to be exact. the list has three rows- three words on the first row, three on the second, and three long words on the last row. well, i can't decide whether i should cancel the last three words. no, not because i want to. but because, well, maybe because i've reached the stage of not being able to turn around. the stage where i can't do much anymore, i don't have a choice.

and, it'll kill me if i do draw a line across. because, really, i never planned to and i'll never want to. not in ever. because i like the words being there. they put a smile on my face, well, they did. now, i don't even know how to describe the feelings that it brings to me.


don't let me.