'you could have told me'.

family gathering was interesting. ha, great food and disturbing displays of vocals from my relatives. amusing. but was great anyway. wonderful people, still (: and hon teng, well, we'll miss you. goodbye, my dear cousin.


i didn't think i would hear it from someone else. i thought i would hear it from you. but of course, the unexpected happened. and i never prepared myself for something so hurting. at least, not in time for it. and well, i can't believe it. you could have told me.