'i do, don't you know?'.

you know, if i could take my words back, i would. and if i could rewind time, i would. i'd stopped myself from saying all those things that might have hurt you, which in turn, hurt myself. but you wouldn't know how much i regret, and you wouldn't know how sorry i am. perhaps, you've other more important matters. or perhaps, more possibly- i don't matter.

if there was no one left, i'd always be here waiting for you, hoping you'd notice how much i care. no matter what you say, or what you do, i swear that there'll be a million people behind you. because i don't matter and because you don't really seem to care, i can do nothing but only pray that one day, you'll always be there.

it's a promise unsaid, but it's a promise i've made. to you. to you, who i someday hope will realise that i'm one who cares.

though it seems like years ago
the importance of those memories will always grow
as promised and as i've once said
well, there were reasons why they were made

so, instead, i'll hold them close
though i'd doubt you'll ever know
how much you mean to me
and how you'll never ever see

my friend, i miss you.