'you never used to say that'.

got my right pre-molars extracted late last night. there's definitely something with the nerves around there because it hurt a thousand times more than before. and it bled for 12 hours straight. all the way into the morning actually. like my mouth's a second vagina or something. it's gross. and it's still throbbing and my head's aching.

oh, yes. i hope that explains why i'm not in school then.


they don't concern me, much. but why do i still feel this stinging jealousy biting at me? why do i feel my face flush when i hear of it? it shouldn't matter, and i thought it wouldn't. i'm wrong, again, as usual. it's becoming too typical.


you liar, you never used to say that. you told me different, and now you tell her a whole other story. i swear that you should stay single for the rest of your life. that way, you might have less people hating you and more people appreciating you for a friend.


how amazing that one person can bring you such happiness. apparently, your thousand other friends, most of which who can't care less, aren't enough for you? you just have to keep adding one person after another to fill in something you think is empty. you have no idea who genuinely cares, do you? you're really silly, i hope you know that. you're the only one who's responsible for all the pain inflicted on you. about time you see that.