'i've decided'.

for now, i'll keep my list the way it is. no cancellations, no changes at all. for now, that is. i'll keep those treasured three words there and hope that they'll stay that way for as long as forever can possibly mean. i like it that way anyway. but it'll come a day that i'll just have to remove it, i just know it. i don't look forward to that day, at all though.

oh gosh. i'll just pray pray pray that the heavens will let everything stay fine, if not better.


stay by my side, please?


how could three specific people mean so much? i think it's almost amazing. but i like it the way it is, too. well, partly, that is.