'funny how sometimes, things change just like that'.

the Hock Lee Bus Riot was so lame, really. the more you look at it, the more senseless it gets. and of course, the more amusing it gets too.


sometimes, after a while, i guess, we all learn to give up. we learn to realise that hoping and wishing against all odds would end up in nothing. it'd only end up in the same disappointment, the same crushing feeling in you. so, i guess we learn to give up, even if it meant giving up on something that means so much.

we learn that the most we could do was pray for the best for that something we still really care for but can't get. we learn to let go, to move on, but yet, not completely.


i still taste murtabak in my mouth. and curry... yum.


i wish you all my best. and it makes me smile, knowing you've found someone to spend your days with, to be there for you. someone who makes you smile, just the way you made all your other friends too.

take care.


i wish i had a reason, you know. i wish i had a reason for you. for everything i do to you, for all the reasons i despise you. but, as much as i want to, i can't come up with an honest reason why. and i know it sounds really despicably unreasonable, but that's as much reason as i can give.

there's something about you that i can't put my finger on, that something that i just cannot seem to accept. and i'm really sorry, but i can't do much about it. i'm trying to accept your flaws, but it's just too much to. it's simply not an easy thing to do.

still, i think you do, often, get me wrong.