'you can put the blame on me'.

akon's song is playing on the radio. it's echoing in my mind now...

i was staring at my palms today. trying to read them at best i can. and i was looking at how strangely my heart line cuts my life line at the estimated age of 11-13. and how my left palm doesn't have the same lines. my left palm is supposed to be the hand with the lines that show what i was initially born with, my right shows what it has changed into.

and on my heart line, i have a huge, deep, line cutting across. oh yeah, the different lines signify different relationships with different people that enter your life. i have one that cuts across at an estimated age of 23-25. and another deeper longer line at the estimated age of 31-33.

the intersection of my life line and my heart line amazes me most. rather strange, and it scares me.


i'm craving for something. i want it so badly, and i can't suppress it with anything else. i really just want to have it now, and here. nothing else can make up for the absence of it right now.