'hello, i'm so sorry for everything'.

i know, i know, i know that i'm supposed to grow up and sort everything out. not only for you but for everyone else, because this huge fiasco has been going on forever. and i want to, maybe not enough, but i basically, want to. i just forget what i want sometimes and i let my silly thoughts take over. i am so so sorry.


sometimes, livejournal is just better when it comes to things regarding you. there's so much about you that i miss. where are you now that i need someone to cry over the phone to? where are you now that i need someone to sigh and tell me how silly i am? where are you now that i need someone to wake me up and sort everything out?

i miss you, my friend.