'oh, how did learn that?'

how do you bloody close your eyes and forget things, just like that. manipulate your thoughts into the way you want them to be, manipulate your memories, everything. change, and rewrite everything that is supposed to have been already written. how do you do that? it's like erasing a published book. impossible, i would think. but the thought of it is nice, sweet and so edible. the thought, just the thought. it, still, however, isn't possible. right?


that's done, and that's done. but why doesn't something feel right. something is forgotten and something's yet to be complete. what the hell is it? why do i keep missing out on stuff like that. this isn't bloody good... i was to do something, and i forgot.


something triggered it. i haven't the faintest idea what.