'i need my sleep, soon i guess'.

i do get annoying, many a time, actually. but, you being the person who knows me best, should understand, my best friend, my cousin. the world doesn't revolve around you, you don't expect the whole world to weep when you do. i would have thought of you as someone who'd know that.

perhaps, i got on your nerves. well, i'll tell you - i was merely hoping you'd somehow lighten up. apparently, it didn't seem to help, and i did manage to realise that, perfectly well in fact, when the conversation ended with you saying why don't you just call me when i'm a lot less boring tomorrow then.

i've a lot more to worry about, like my up-coming exams, for example. you were the last person i thought to be so unreasonable. well, go on and be as immature as to ignore every call i make to you, without reasoning anything out at all. because right now, i'm not planning to waste my time on your silly little tantrums.
you disappoint me so.




love this song by corrinne may, beautiful seed:

You can fill the darkness
with just one flash of light
Break the silence with just one word
One defiance starts a revolution
One life can save the world

On the steps of Washington
Sprinkled like confetti
Thousands of people sing
"we shall overcome"
The preacher shouts:
"Let freedom ring"
He gave his life for what he believed

You can be a witness
You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress
change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where
foes can meet
Hope for the future
Shout it, don't whisper
'Cause dreams are what we make them to be
There's hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

She's a pastor's daughter
She's only 16
But her heart and belly
are beaking at the seams
Her boyfriend blames her
He wants to pay
for the doctor to wash it away

As she lays in the hospital
A Christmas choir is singing
About a child in a manger
fragile and small
"unto us is born a Saviour"
She looks at her baby and cries
as she sings him a lullaby

You can be a witness
You can be a prophet
You can make the whole world believe
Break the strongest fortress
change the way the world thinks
You can build a bridge where
foes can meet
Hope for the future
Shout it, don't whisper
Dreams are what we make them to be
There's hope in every heartbeat
Tiny as it seems
You're a beautiful seed

Every hope, every power
lies in the heart of a seed that flowers
Intertwined all across the land
we're all seeds in the maker's hands