'sudden realization'.

oh, what a waste of time. to have spent so long, hating someone and dreading something that had happened months ago. and on top of that, so so so much time has passed. it's almost nearing a year in fact and yet, i have no idea why i still am so affected by what happened yesterday.

not like my sudden realization would make a difference, it's just that i thought i'd note it down and see how long it'd take for me to change my view point of the entire situation.


how do i tell you how much i miss you, my friend? never thought i could be forgotten this way... awfully saddening, but i'll love you anyway. always will. i'll be here praying and hoping you'll be fine, every single day. still, though, i'll wish that someday, one day you'll come to realize that you once have had a friend like me.

i'll see you then, then. take care, my friend.