'don't worry'.

despite all the apologies and all the forget-its, i can't help but feel really really guilty. gosh, i've been such a kid. not only disturbing but really disgusting and upsetting. and yup, mister retainer boy, i am so sorry. yeah yeah, your guilt trips worked, happy? aha. one more acheivement to note then.

anyway, though i didn't really get the message, which i have to honestly say- looked like a mass sent or forwarded message of suicide. it was scary. i practically jumped out of my skin when i read it. don't you ever freak me out like that again! anyway, yeah, though i didn't really get it, i just have to say that you needn't ever have to try to make yourself treasured. because, well, you already are. forever will be, long have actually. and whoever doesn't, is plain stupid and really blind.

i've said it before, and i'm saying it again: i have no reason and explanation, nor an idea why.

aha. hope you get me there.