'not anymore'.

i'm sorry i left you. even if it were that short period of time. i'm really sorry. if i had a chance to choose, i don't think i ever would have. never would, in fact. it wasn't a easy decision, it wasn't something i wanted to do. that, i will swear over- i never wanted to leave you. i would stay by your side and wrap my arms tightly around you, everyday, if i could. the love i feel for you, please, my dear, do not doubt.

i'm happy to feel you in my arms once again. i've missed you and feeling your presence gives me the ability to breathe all over again. gives me the ability to smile and realise how beautiful living can be. i can't imagine if you and i would have to leave each other's side. it wouldn't be easy. actually, i think i'd die. i'd cry my eyes out, because i can't even stand the thought of it happening, again. so, my love, don't go. give me your word and i'll give you my heart.

i love you.

my darling 98-eupho.