'i wish i could. but not right now though'.

i have to work on my playing. a lot. the weight's killing my arms. ahaha. but i'll survive, i have to anyway. i'm gonna kill myelf practicing. lada lada.


i wish i could, sikai. i really do. but for three years, it hasn't been right. and i hope will be one day. they say time heals all wounds huh? i can't say i don't trust them. but time is rather vague. i don't wanna wait that long. after everything, after all these time. no, not anymore. i don't wanna wait.