'i'm not a kid'.

you've never been in love before, minjun, so you wouldn't know.

oh, gosh. go screw your damn bloody self. i'm not a kid. i'm 14, ain't the oldest a person can get but i ain't a kid and thats one damn fuckin' thing you better get. you don't read my life, it ain't a book. so you wouldn't have no damn idea of what i do and don't in it. so don't pretend like you know every shit in it. you aren't my sister. you're some outsider who hasn't any say when it comes to how i should think. because what i feel and what i think is my opinion. you're nothing to change that.

so if you fuckin' think i've never been in love before, suit yourself. but here's what, when a person is in love, they should still remain true to themself. and not give in to everything that their partner says. thats plain stupid. when you're in love, it's being yourself in front of the one person you adore most in the world. you can do the stupidest things, say the craziest things and just let your hair down. doing what you guys do is stupid. i never did and wouldn't pretend to be someone else i am.

in my opinion, that's not being in love. thats being plain, silly, infatuated.

so, go clear that damn mind of your's again. reset it. i'm f-o-u-r-t-e-en. and i'm not a kid. so go screw yourself if you have to do so. because you're just plain dumb. you don't know everything so stop being a bloody know-it-all.


age is just a number. i told you that before, but it didn't seem to get in. i expected a hell lot more from you. so much for sincerity. you once said that three was nothing but a number. yeah, i didn't exactly agree but i learned that it was true. you are a plain disappointment...