'jess did, i didn't'.

why are you making such a fuss? it isn't the way you think it is. okay, so you're right. alright, i'm fine with it. it's just that everything hasn't been going about right. and i don't know what to do. this is the only way i can see that might work- running away.

for so long, everytime something went wrong. it was always gult trips you put me through. and i'd always walk out with an apology. you're proud of your manipulation skills. tell you what, i see nothing to be of. because you have no idea how hurting it was as, a friend.

i swear, i'd never give up. and i still promise you that with all my heart. but i'm just saving myself now. it's hard to understand, i know. but whatever the case, if you ever need me, i'll be here. but, as for me, i wouldn't die not being able to whine and i can be strong if i want to. so, i'll be fine, if you were even planning to worry.

thanks, really, for everything.