'another tomorrow will change everything of today'.

indeed. haha. has it ever surprised you at how your outlook of things fluctuate in the matter of days or maybe less, hours? well, it has me. it kinda amazes me more than it does surprise... always thought i was one who could stand my ground, have the same views of something for as long as forever. no, not really, i've come to realise. not at all.

and as of today, school started. and will begin till the march holidays... many changes made to the system. at this point of the day, when my mind is weak and tired, i only remember a few: the taking away of the 5 minute breaks in between lessons.

now that, is gonna kill me. those 5 minute breaks may be short but it sure helps a lot lah! and taking it away will certainly affect the attention span of the students during lessons. sure, it saves time. slightly. how much can a teacher teach in 5 minutes though? sigh... whatever happened to student welfare?

oh well... enough of the complaining.

i never knew i could be so dependant on something. i never was, never guessed, never predicted, never wanted. it happened, and i'm amazed, and almost amused at myself. at times, when i feel awful, earning for what i want, i happen to end up laughing at myself, ridiculing myself, the way i crave for so much... the way i've never been before.

it's been a month...