'so much for ten layers of bubblewrap'.

i never thought this would happen. at least not the way it is. i never thought i'd feel this way. at least not the way i'm feeling. i never thought i could say and feel so much. at least not the things i'm saying and have said. i never thought i would hate you. at least not the way i currently do. i never thought i'd still love you after everything you've said. at least not the way i still, very very much, do.

i might be dramatising it, as i always do. i might be overrreacting like i always do. i might be getting 'sad' and 'depressed' -as my friends put it- for no reasons at all... but somehow this feeling in me is nagging at me. and i hate it. so i figured ways to get it to go away... and it works. sometimes. but i'm sorry people for making you all worry! (: i'm fine really.

i can't go on posting. i'm feeling... shitty. ha. oh well =D thanks Rachel, Joshua, Yan Tze, Michelle, Alvin, Erica, Sarah... and everyone who... worried. haha. i'm sorry eh ): oh well. thanks again people! and THANKS GERRAD! i love you =D gosh do i love you. yes, i do i do! (:

oh anyway, Gerrad, thanks for the treat (: you're sweet. thanks eh. you made me feel a whole lot better. and THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY =X haha. thanks. sorry for making you liek send $16.80 though xP bleah.