'why not?'.

i look at what i do now and i can't help but chuckle in disgust. at me, myself, minjun... or maybe if i'd like to say - Jessica.

i made my own decision. my own words. my very own choices. my own mind. my own heart. my own hand wrote what i wanted to... why do i regret somehow? why do i wait? what am i even waiting for? why can't i just move on like everyone else does? move on from where i stopped... if one can get over someone else in almost a month, or a few more weeks, or less, before it even ended, why can't i?

what am i standing here for? who am i looking for? the person who abandoned me here? or was it me, the one who committed the crime? am i guilty? or do i sense that the one who abandoned me has turned back around? or am i just ourely deceiving myself?

things aren't that difficult. i'm sure (: minjun, go! you have my support =D oops. i meant: Jessica, you have my support (: