'slap me awake'.

feeling rather lethargic and fat. utterly, grossly, fat. i reached home at 4pm today and had not eaten lunch. so i opened up the sour cream, salsa, avacado, lettuce, cheese, chicken and made myself three huge fat fajitas. urghs. i ate and ate and ate. so sick lah. i put so much fillings that the wrap broke on me =X

plus, after eating, i turned on Just Friends, watched it for the fifth time and fell asleep. i fell asleep right after eating! ew ew ew. i just feel so fat lah. i don't wanna have like a huge buldge, wearing my pe attire you know. not like i don't already ): sob. eeee. sob sob.

i had a really interesting dream. just can't recall its content. haha. oh well, felt real enough that when i woke up, i asked myself where i was. haha. i'm kinda weird thank you.

oh. i sneezed two times in a row twice today! (: someone's missing me =D haha. or so i hope xD i wonder who eh. haha. my once, supposedly, potential person to miss me is really busy and he probably has zero time to do that. so... haha. i have no idea who. i hope my shrink isn't worrying about me as usual. cause i think he has a hell lot more better things to do... hm. i wonder who (: haha. and the white patches on my nails have grown to a nice number of 8 =D

oh well. i'm gonna lug my fat self to the shower now and clean the gross salsa stain of my shirt. and then when i smell better, i'll go do my math homework. blah. don't wanna do! but i have no choice i suppose... haha. mrs ang came into class today and said she doesn't want to treat us like primary school kids. HUR HUR. ironic... and right after, mrs dan comes in and has set this way of making us put a finger on our lips and raise our hand to get our attention or else we have to give one buck to the bloody class fund.

tell me, i'm fourteen right? 1-4? fourteen? sec two? hm... i thought so too actually. till now.