'i failed Inner Bitch'.

Inner Bitch scolded me this morning (: she gave me a whole lecture... it made sense. she told me what not to, and what to, do. i told her i'm so sorry for being the sucker and that i'd listen to her. i failed. i gave in to minjun. i let Inner Bitch down... i'm sorry.

no, i won't say i'm mad. i'm just mentally and emotionally unstable. slightly. ha. i've been that way for quite some time actually... condition has just worsened. thats why. oh well, at least i know my condition is bad and that i'm turning into this weird freako. i can't help it. i think.

today changed everything of yesterday. tomorrow is gonna do the same of today... i won't know if i'll like it. whatever happens, i know now that things aren't as bad. anyway, i'm getting used to it... so i think.