'lies of the deranged girl'.

i figured Jessica lies. sinfully. she lies lies lies. she just plots lies after another. and it's only today that i realised she's been lying to me, and of course herself, as expected. i truly hate her for the way she has kept me in the dark about so many things, but i can't seem to do anything... one day, i just know, one day, i'll get back at her for all this. for now, i'll let it go. i'll try to let it go at least.

Happy Birthday Erica! (: she's 14. single. happy. and adorably weird =D you go girl! haha. yes, you're my senior. i kinda hate you for that, for being older... but nvm (: i'll TRY to love you all the same xP ha. sorry i couldn't make it to spend your birthday with you guys =X but i hope you had fun! haha. okay i know you did +D love you girl! have a good 14th year... -.- eh. yarrh...

okay. i went out to vivo. finally, got a bag to replace the broken Desiel imitation bag (: but it's not exactly nice. but oh well. it's alright lah. a bag's a bag. it's presentable... you know what? i went to the shop with my mum and she was TOTALLY embarrassing with her 'i think you should get a waterproof bag... excuse me sir, do you have a waterproof one?' and her 'i think a backpack is better for your posture... no, not slings' and her 'i think this is fine... no, it doesn't look awful... so what if it's shiny?' urghs. she was totally... sheesh. i so wanted to hide my face. i needed a hole. couldn't find one anywhere near.... i should have just used the bags.

oh well. i got a grey one. i just hope it doesn't break on me again. oh yeah. it's canvas. and YES, it's not waterproof and nylon. oh god. THANK GOD.

aha. so so so much homework undone. i'll choing later! DON'T DISTURB =X oh gosh. i hope i'll finish everything i need to =D oh well. so what if i don't? i mean, it'll be my first time in THIS YEAR. but nothing new about me.. ha. okay bye! off to eat dinner and then i'll start with work right after (:

oh well. freaking tired after walking so much.

here's a nice song. but i'm not sure if i have put it up before. OH WELL (: Wherever You Will Go by The Calling -i just love them-:

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

CHORUS
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

CHORUS

Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

CHORUS

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

yes, i, or Jessica, lied.